moving the dead air like an uninterrupted chorus of heavy wake
vehicles roll their black soles over bleached asphalt grit
all day and all night and find pauses for breath
dictated only by amber to red --- mister sits upon one overturned bucket an interruption in the pattern of others right-sided and filled with cut flowers bright and fresh beneath their plastic wrap and unknowing of the exhaust unseen from ancient petroleum plants and bits of synthetic rubber --- he sits between the scissor blades of traffic waiting patiently for those breaths to deal in pedals and pollen pure and moist --- he inhales tobacco smoke as if to match the unseen carbon grime up in his clothing fibers with his darkened lungs --- his math is tight hard hands wring posture wilts slightly with each passing green and no empty buckets --- the flower death began in the land of windmills and levees
but still for another day live here amidst the choked air
and the impermeable ground and the vehicles who
feign the good life with chromed plastic --- mister is a ruse of make-believe a spirit sent to shed anonymous light upon that which is the fading paradox
I talked to him yesterday, to make sure he got your stuff. He said he wanted to look at it later in the day.
I know he was working from home, and I think had to take his wife to the Dr. We are definitely looking for help, so I think we will be calling you hopefully soon. I'm slammed with work.
Maybe we can go to dinner Friday and watch the game.
these times i awake before you
before you have the chance to
draw back the curtains
heavy hung
to rally more sleep
i step out from my dreams to anticipate you
warmth unmatched by a late spring sun
keeps you tucked
to the neck under the down
and embalmed like a princess
eternally awaiting her king
and likely dreaming
for such
i push back thoughts fighting to
gain the day
to savor waking
slowly and without sound you softly blink
in the late morning
like a newborn pleasured by her arrival
i watch
envying your mother
for having witnessed your eyes'
first moments
but i will take the here
and try to cradle you just so